Volume 2

Today was just a tough day but a day with more light. I desire light in my vision and light in even how to pray each day. I ask him what he wants me to see and to light up the areas that most need prayer. I journal these prayers and highlights and I really hope I can give that journal to you some day.

 I have no idea if you check this any longer but I just wanted to say I am praying daily. I desire him to speak before I do. I am so desperate to speak and revive our connection but when I feel I have the proper fuel I will reach out. I am down low and on my knees asking the Lord to take me further in to the discernment of my season and if I am to attempt this pursuit again with you. So I pray. I lean in. I listen to him. And.... I wait.  Come Lord. Have your way.